Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Don't wait
Don’t wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.
Your Decision
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Unconditional happiness
Happiness comes from the way you respond to life. There are people who have every reason to be miserable, but who still live with happiness and joy. In every life, there is room for happiness.
Everyone has challenges. Everyone has disappointments. Yet they do not have to get you down. True happiness comes not from the absence of problems. True, enduring happiness comes in spite of the problems.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
tip toes
Monday, July 26, 2010
ago and later
3 years ago.
No, I’m not going to lose feelings. No, I’m not going to find someone better. No, I’m not going to cheat on you. And no, I’m not going to leave you. I’ve already made up my mind, I want you and only you. No one else.. Because to me, you’re my kind of perfect.
3 years later.
I have moved on, I have lost all that I ever had for you. I don’t know if I will find someone but when I do, it will all be for a better future and with her my perfect will happen. Yes I have made up my mind, she will come and sweep me off my feet.
Friday, July 23, 2010
Pretending
More than just sex
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Live Today
Monday, July 19, 2010
Live for Joy
As you float through this nothingness, suddenly you feel your feet hit something solid. You look around, and there is light, there is a beautiful blue sky. A cool breeze gently blows against your face and leaves rustle in the trees above your head. Suddenly you are in a world full of color, sound, and sensation. Many others like you are there, too. You can move about, you can communicate, you can create, you can drink in the beauty, and explore to your heart's delight. This wondrous place is not without its challenges. Yet the incredible possibilities open to you make the problems seem trivial by comparison.
This is not a fantasy. You are really here, right now. You've had the good fortune to land on this magnificent shore, where each day holds a new treasure. Now, live the joy.
A big enough dream
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Your Loss
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Secrets
meant for our eyes only. Secrets are just secrets, but secrets, Most are revealed in unpredictable
circumstances, those that open a can of worms, But the most dangerous of all secrets, Are the ones very well kept hidden.
So, do have a Secret?
Friday, July 16, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
You are Life.
"You are Life passing through your body, passing through your mind, passing through your soul. Once you find that out, not with logic, not with the intellect, but because you can feel that Life - you find out that you are the force that makes the flowers open and close, that makes the hummingbird fly from flower to flower. You find out that you are in every tree, and you are in every animal, vegetable, and rock. You are that force that moves the wind and breathes through your body. The whole universe is a living being that is moved by that force, and that is what you are. You are Life.''
Monday, July 12, 2010
Why ?
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Nostalgic Human
Rains make me cherish my feelings, I have not made any good memories in the rain but yes I have had moments where I have shared a conversation, a dream and also a walk in which I have poured more heavily than the rain… when it rains now, I am reminded of the days and I will be reminded of them until I have ample of new memories, which later will replace the 10-20 year old scraps.
But you know what the best thing about being human is?
It is the capacity to build newer things and get rid of the old ones. Nostalgia is never negative, I will never let the love of my life be hurt because of what was, I am human and I hold the heart to make memories with him and when I do, he’ll look into my eyes and say, ‘I am one lucky man because you are the best thing that has happened to me.’
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Silence
I am trying to reach but you seem so vague.
Should I try harder?
I don't know what to ask, what to do, what to say.
Won't you help me?
We have got this silence to break.
I just need it so much. Don’t you?
Won't you utter a word,
Won't you talk like we used to?
I so hope to be heard,
And I want us to get through.
If I only could
I would have changed everything,
I swear.
If I get a chance
I will make all things right,
I promise.
For it can't be just gone.
Not now.
Not ever.
Nonsense.
I’ll be there for you like the shining sun.
Today.
Tomorrow.
Always.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Scars
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
decided to write him a note:
The last time you have taken away my favourite singer, Michael Jackson, my favourite actor Patrick Swayze, my favourite actress Farah Fawcett, my favourite entertainer Ramses Shaffy, to join you in internal heaven.... we just wanted to let you know that my favourite football... team is GERMANY!
Thank you.
Dear Diary...
... today will be different. It has to be. I will smile, and it will be believable. My smile will say, "I'm fine, thank you. Yes, I feel much better." I will no longer be the sad girl that lost her partner. I will start fresh, be someone new. It's the only way I'll make it through.
Monday, July 5, 2010
Dear Diary
When you lose someone, it stays with you, always reminding you how easy it is to get hurt.
Relax
Visualize
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Dragon Dearie....
My sunny sky,
my favorite high,
my bed so warm,
my port in a storm,
my sweetest gift,
my emotional lift,
my best friend,
until the end,
my inspiration,
my destination,
my shining light,
my day and night,
my heart healer,
my anger chiller,
my pain reliever,
my spring fever,
my gem so rare,
my answered prayer,
my heart and soul,
my life made whole,
my merry go-round,
my 'up' when I'm down,
my best chance,
my last dance,
my best shot,
my sweet escape,
my energizer,
my appetizer,
my morning sun,
my evening fun,
my dancing partner,
my hearts gardener,
my source of laughter,
my everafter,
my heaven sent,
for who I'm meant,
my burning fire,
my greatest desire,
my soul mate,
my sweet fate,
my dream lover,
my 'before all others'
my confidence,
my common sense,
my reason why,
until i die
just in case you didn't know
IT MATTERED....
It did not matter when we had differences…..
It did not matter when we fought….
It did not matter when we lost the warmth…..
It did not matter when our relationship became passive….
It did not matter when we met rarely….
It mattered when you left without a goodbye….
Friday, July 2, 2010
Dear You...
I hope someday you'll find all my quotes, all my words, and read them all. I hope you'll know that they're all about you and when you read them I hope that at least a single tear will roll down your handsome face.
Happiness is...
Happiness for me is a combination of happenings, things, situations and people.
The perfect bunch of red roses, the scent of coffee early in the morning, the cloudy day, strawberry topped with whipped cream, a compliment from someone unexpected, the basket of fruits served with ice tea, listening to a piece of music that makes me wanna get up and dance, seeing a photo that speaks without any words, thinking outside of the usual, happiness is talking to someone about everything under the roof and touching a life every day, a random act of kindness, a peck on the nose, sharing in others joy, giving a present, smiling at someone who hadn't expected it, the right makeup and an oil free skin day, lunch prepared by mom and attending to dad with his cup of tea and biscuits after he gets home from work and much much more.
Sometimes just thinking about my happiness makes me happy. Now it's your turn to know what happiness is for real...
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Elena Gilbert... Stefan Salvatore
Part of me wishes that I could forget, too. Forget meeting you, finding out what you are and everything that's happened since.
That's what you want?
Yes, it is. Because I don't want it to be like this. I don't want to feel like this. But I can't. With everything that's happened, I can't lose the way I feel about you.
Dear Dragon
I lay there at night, trying to fall asleep but each time I close my eyes Memories of you flash through my mind but then I open my eyes and welcome myself back to reality because I know now, you and I weren't ever really meant to be.
Dear Diary
You don't get to make that decision for me. If you walk away, it's for you because I know what I want. Dragon, I love you.