Dear Life

There is a particular kind of suffering to be experienced when you love something greater than yourself. A tender sacrifice. Like the pained silence felt in the lost song of a mermaid; or the bent and broken feet of a dancing ballerina. It is in every considered step I am taking in the opposite direction of you.

The Way I Do

Didn't wanna want you

Didn't wanna need you so bad

Didn't wanna wake up 

And find that I was falling so fast

Didn't wanna need you

Didn't wanna need anyone

Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you

I'm naked, I cant fake it.

I'm not that strong without you

Never thought I could love you the way I do.

One day

One day you'll meet someome. And ultimately, that someone's going to find out.

How you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day.

How your face looks underneath all your makeup. How you love chocolate, how you can be hyper at times, how certain games and shows make you really happy.

How cranky you can get when you're tired, how you think you look bad in all your photos. That someone's going to know everything about you. And you know what..they are still going to love you, just the way you are..