three am thoughts
straight from the heart moment..
letter to myself..
dear me, I am sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others, when your own hands were shaking. I'm sorry that I didnt give you enough time to heal, that I let you seal the wounds of everyone else whilst your own still bleeds. I'm sorry there were days when smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so no one had to worry about you. I'm sorry you gave all your time and effort to people that didnt give you the same back. I'm sorry there were nights you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. And I'm sorry that I did not love you like you deserved to be loved. -ladyᙠ