Heart Burn #3

i don't know what i want to do with my life.

i don't know what i want right now.

all i know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me and one day, there won't be any of me left.

everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheeks, i ran away and hid from it.

but now, everything is unwinding and finding it's way back toward me and i don't know what to do.

i just know that the pain i felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.