I will touch a life today

If only I hadn’t let the hunches in my heart dictate the course of my life to you. I took your caustic love for healing and sacrificed my essence for you – only to wish now that I could have me back and let you go once and for all.

Learning your ways, finding myself wanting To see what’s on the very next page, lingering Lovingly until true understanding comes my way, Knowing that a lifetime of loving could easily be spent ... This way, for they say you have truly lived, if you learn Something new each day….

The more clearly you can visualize something, the closer it is to becoming reality. Imagine owning a brand new luxury car. Now, imagine doing the things necessary to obtain that new car. Now, imagine being the person who is capable of doing those things. Now, imagine taking the necessary steps to be that person. See yourself taking the steps to be the person who can do the things necessary to purchase a new luxury car. The more real it becomes in your mind, the closer it is to actual reality. When you absolutely know that something will happen in your life, it will happen. That's not to say that anything is effortless, or that you can just "think" something into existence. Every moment you are making some kind of effort. A clearly defined, sharply focused visualization of what you want to accomplish, will align those efforts to bring about whatever you can intensely visualize. You are a bundle of energy, creativity and effectiveness, waiting to be directed b...

Yes I confess! I brazenly nuzzle against your silhouette in my head when my hunger for you screams in lust!

I'm slowly leaning that even if I react, it wont change anything. It won't make people suddenly love and respect me. It wont magically change their minds. Sometimes it's better to just let things be, let people go, don't fight for closure, don't ask for explanations, don't chase answers and don't expect people to understand where you're coming from. I'm slowly learning that life is better lived when you don't center it on what's happening around you and center in on what's happening inside you instead. 

I can 1000% admit I am such an absent friend. I won't text everyday, we might not see each other for a longtime. I will care, I still appreciate everything we have been through. I am here to be proud of your success & happiness, I always will be .    -  lady ᙠ ʚɞ

WHAT PEOPLE THINK WE GRIEVE  • The person we lost WHAT WE ACTUALLY GRIEVE • All the moments they’re missing  • The memories that can no longer be made  • The love that can no longer be expressed  • The empty chair at the dinner table  • The happy moments we long to share with them  • The sad moments we wish we could lean on them for  • The phone calls that will never happen again  • The conversations that now linger silently in the spaces between our thoughts  • Our life before they left  • All the future plans we made  • The person we lost -ʚɞ..LadyB..ʚɞ